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I’m sorry to hear you’re having such a hard time. I don’t know if you’ve already looked into it and discarded it for other reasons, but just on the off chance I thought I’d mention book holders — some are like laptops, and they hold the book both upright and open so it’s relatively hands free. I’ve had family members use them when the alternative was ripping the pages because of tremors. I don’t know if it’s enough to help your hand issues, but I hope you can find something that will make it easier for you to enjoy the things you love!