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Aug. 25th, 2015 01:49 amI meant to post yesterday. I really did. It just ended up being a long day with an awful lot of time spent on the phone. Too much time, really. I don't do well with the phone.
Sunday, Cordelia left about 11:30 to go spend the afternoon with her friends' family. Around noon, I got a phone call from a couple of friends who had been in the state, visiting family, and were driving home. They expected to hit Ann Arbor about 2:00 and thought that, as their daughter would just be finishing a nap and as they wanted to see me, they'd like to stop by. And they did. Their daughter is eighteen months old, and our house is no longer even remotely toddler proof, so there was a lot of time that they spent following her around and taking things away from her.
They wanted to get some lunch, and we ended up going to Applebee's. I thought, briefly, that we'd get to try the nearby Indian place that always smells so wonderful (except to Cordelia), but the person who needed gluten free food also needed low fiber food, so Applebee's gave her more options. We did have to ask the waitress a couple of times before she brought the GF menu, but she did eventually do it. I had already sort of had lunch-- some cheese and some popcorn-- but I thought I'd eat anyway, so I ordered fish and chips. I should ask, the next time I do that, if I can trade the fries for more coleslaw. I don't tend to eat many fries, and I like the coleslaw a lot.
The little girl was too excited to eat much. Fortunately, what they'd ordered for her was a grilled cheese sandwich, and they were certain it would work for feeding her later in the car. It was really great to see how much they enjoy being parents and how happy their daughter was to explore everything.
Cordelia got home late enough that Scott ended up going to the library on his own. She arrived just as he was leaving, so she and I could, in theory, have gone with him, but she didn't want to. I warned Scott that I had about 20 holds, but I think he assumed they were mostly CDs. They were actually mostly romance novels. I decided to try pretty much every romance novel I had in my list of things I wanted to read. I will certainly end up hating almost all of them, but I'm hoping at least one author will have written something I can read. I have realized that part of my trouble with romances is that big misunderstanding plots generally repel me.
Dinner proved more difficult to deal with than expected. Cordelia ate the last of her chicken fried rice, but there was only enough leftover chicken for one person, and then Scott smelled it and decided neither of us should eat it. Scott is very insensitive to odors, so if he was sure it smelled bad, it pretty definitely did. He managed to unearth some pork buns in the freezer to make those. They were tasty but fairly awkward to eat. After dinner, Scott and I went for bubble tea. Cordelia chose not to come with us even though it meant no bubble tea for her.
We slept later on Monday morning than I'd hoped but only a little. Unfortunately, it still meant that it was 11:30 by the time Scott was showered and dressed. There was simply no way, at that point, that we could go out for breakfast as I had really, really hoped we could. Scott got us sandwiches at Bagel Fragel and then went to the car dealership to pay them for keeping the old car for so long. We got lucky, and they waived the fee. He made arrangements to donate it to Michigan Radio last night. He just has to dig out the title, and it'll be done.
We got to the Cancer Center just before 1:00, but they didn't end up starting the class until 1:15. The class mainly said, "Yes, we know this is scary. We'll be here to hold your hand. And here are some of the resources we can offer." There was one couple with an interpreter, and somebody else got mad about the noise of that interfering with her ability to hear the nurse who was talking. I was sitting right next to the interpreter, and I hadn't noticed the noise, so I don't know what the big deal was. Maybe it's just that I knew she was an interpreter; the person who complained thought the trio were just being rude and talking.
Scott's sister arrived a little after 2:00, and we sat in the waiting room and talked. About 3:00, I got really concerned that we hadn't been called and went to the reception desk. They told me that we'd never checked in, and I guess we hadn't. It turned out not to matter as they wouldn't have had a place to put us any earlier.
They had me put on a hospital gown for some reason. I'm not at all sure why as neither the doctor nor the nurse examined me in any way. They just talked. The doctor kept saying that I had choices, but he really didn't offer me any. Well, I suppose he implied that I could choose a masectomy, but he talked at length about what he thought was the best plan. In about three weeks, I have a wired guided lumpectomy (that involves having a radiologist insert a wire to show exactly where the lump is some time during the morning before my surgery. Apparently, it allows for a smaller incision) and a sentinel lymph node removal. The latter will involve a shot of radioactive something or another directly into the tumor the day before the surgery and a similar injection of blue dye after I'm unconscious. That will let the surgeon identify the lymph nodes directly connected to the tumor. He doesn't expect there to be more than two. He will remove those so that pathology can check them for cancer. If they show cancer, I do chemo. If they don't, I don't. I will do radiation therapy, and that'll run about six weeks, five days a week.
He didn't mention tamoxifen, but my sister and my SIL, the doctor, both consider it likely given the pathology report. So I guess I have several years of that to look forward to.
The surgeon printed out the reports that my SIL had wanted sent to her. He was surprised that I didn't already have copies. There were two copies of each document; they were titled differently and formatted differently, but the text was identical. Just in case there were differences I didn't notice, I included them all when we scanned them for my SIL.
We got out of there about 4:00. Cordelia was both glad to see us and sorry to see us. She likes being home alone because she can play her music in the living room and sing along without feeling embarrassed that I'm listening.
I made a few phone calls. Then we went to Bob Evans with the intention of getting the breakfast we hadn't gotten in the morning. Cordelia and I both had pancakes, and Scott had the Farmer's Breakfast (hash browns, scrambled eggs, bacon, and French toast). Sadly, that dinner is why I'm up right now. In spite of the fact that it wasn't greasy or spicy and that it was all eaten before 6:30, I have reflux from it tonight. And I have to be up early tomorrow morning.
We stopped on the way home so that Cordelia and I could go to Barnes & Noble while Scott went to Whole Foods for distilled water (which he says he won't do again as it was 150% of the price at Kroger or Target). He didn't want to stop at Kroger unless he was going to do the grocery shopping, and he didn't want to do the grocery shopping last night.
I suppose it's time to see if I can lie down safely yet or not.
Sunday, Cordelia left about 11:30 to go spend the afternoon with her friends' family. Around noon, I got a phone call from a couple of friends who had been in the state, visiting family, and were driving home. They expected to hit Ann Arbor about 2:00 and thought that, as their daughter would just be finishing a nap and as they wanted to see me, they'd like to stop by. And they did. Their daughter is eighteen months old, and our house is no longer even remotely toddler proof, so there was a lot of time that they spent following her around and taking things away from her.
They wanted to get some lunch, and we ended up going to Applebee's. I thought, briefly, that we'd get to try the nearby Indian place that always smells so wonderful (except to Cordelia), but the person who needed gluten free food also needed low fiber food, so Applebee's gave her more options. We did have to ask the waitress a couple of times before she brought the GF menu, but she did eventually do it. I had already sort of had lunch-- some cheese and some popcorn-- but I thought I'd eat anyway, so I ordered fish and chips. I should ask, the next time I do that, if I can trade the fries for more coleslaw. I don't tend to eat many fries, and I like the coleslaw a lot.
The little girl was too excited to eat much. Fortunately, what they'd ordered for her was a grilled cheese sandwich, and they were certain it would work for feeding her later in the car. It was really great to see how much they enjoy being parents and how happy their daughter was to explore everything.
Cordelia got home late enough that Scott ended up going to the library on his own. She arrived just as he was leaving, so she and I could, in theory, have gone with him, but she didn't want to. I warned Scott that I had about 20 holds, but I think he assumed they were mostly CDs. They were actually mostly romance novels. I decided to try pretty much every romance novel I had in my list of things I wanted to read. I will certainly end up hating almost all of them, but I'm hoping at least one author will have written something I can read. I have realized that part of my trouble with romances is that big misunderstanding plots generally repel me.
Dinner proved more difficult to deal with than expected. Cordelia ate the last of her chicken fried rice, but there was only enough leftover chicken for one person, and then Scott smelled it and decided neither of us should eat it. Scott is very insensitive to odors, so if he was sure it smelled bad, it pretty definitely did. He managed to unearth some pork buns in the freezer to make those. They were tasty but fairly awkward to eat. After dinner, Scott and I went for bubble tea. Cordelia chose not to come with us even though it meant no bubble tea for her.
We slept later on Monday morning than I'd hoped but only a little. Unfortunately, it still meant that it was 11:30 by the time Scott was showered and dressed. There was simply no way, at that point, that we could go out for breakfast as I had really, really hoped we could. Scott got us sandwiches at Bagel Fragel and then went to the car dealership to pay them for keeping the old car for so long. We got lucky, and they waived the fee. He made arrangements to donate it to Michigan Radio last night. He just has to dig out the title, and it'll be done.
We got to the Cancer Center just before 1:00, but they didn't end up starting the class until 1:15. The class mainly said, "Yes, we know this is scary. We'll be here to hold your hand. And here are some of the resources we can offer." There was one couple with an interpreter, and somebody else got mad about the noise of that interfering with her ability to hear the nurse who was talking. I was sitting right next to the interpreter, and I hadn't noticed the noise, so I don't know what the big deal was. Maybe it's just that I knew she was an interpreter; the person who complained thought the trio were just being rude and talking.
Scott's sister arrived a little after 2:00, and we sat in the waiting room and talked. About 3:00, I got really concerned that we hadn't been called and went to the reception desk. They told me that we'd never checked in, and I guess we hadn't. It turned out not to matter as they wouldn't have had a place to put us any earlier.
They had me put on a hospital gown for some reason. I'm not at all sure why as neither the doctor nor the nurse examined me in any way. They just talked. The doctor kept saying that I had choices, but he really didn't offer me any. Well, I suppose he implied that I could choose a masectomy, but he talked at length about what he thought was the best plan. In about three weeks, I have a wired guided lumpectomy (that involves having a radiologist insert a wire to show exactly where the lump is some time during the morning before my surgery. Apparently, it allows for a smaller incision) and a sentinel lymph node removal. The latter will involve a shot of radioactive something or another directly into the tumor the day before the surgery and a similar injection of blue dye after I'm unconscious. That will let the surgeon identify the lymph nodes directly connected to the tumor. He doesn't expect there to be more than two. He will remove those so that pathology can check them for cancer. If they show cancer, I do chemo. If they don't, I don't. I will do radiation therapy, and that'll run about six weeks, five days a week.
He didn't mention tamoxifen, but my sister and my SIL, the doctor, both consider it likely given the pathology report. So I guess I have several years of that to look forward to.
The surgeon printed out the reports that my SIL had wanted sent to her. He was surprised that I didn't already have copies. There were two copies of each document; they were titled differently and formatted differently, but the text was identical. Just in case there were differences I didn't notice, I included them all when we scanned them for my SIL.
We got out of there about 4:00. Cordelia was both glad to see us and sorry to see us. She likes being home alone because she can play her music in the living room and sing along without feeling embarrassed that I'm listening.
I made a few phone calls. Then we went to Bob Evans with the intention of getting the breakfast we hadn't gotten in the morning. Cordelia and I both had pancakes, and Scott had the Farmer's Breakfast (hash browns, scrambled eggs, bacon, and French toast). Sadly, that dinner is why I'm up right now. In spite of the fact that it wasn't greasy or spicy and that it was all eaten before 6:30, I have reflux from it tonight. And I have to be up early tomorrow morning.
We stopped on the way home so that Cordelia and I could go to Barnes & Noble while Scott went to Whole Foods for distilled water (which he says he won't do again as it was 150% of the price at Kroger or Target). He didn't want to stop at Kroger unless he was going to do the grocery shopping, and he didn't want to do the grocery shopping last night.
I suppose it's time to see if I can lie down safely yet or not.