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Oct. 28th, 2016 09:19 amIn terms of my to do list yesterday, I only got the laundry and paying the cleaning lady accomplished. I did a little writing, just not on any of the projects with deadlines.
I’m seriously considering stopping the Zoloft. The fact that I’m losing hours every day to mental zombification means that running games in the afternoons probably won’t work, and UCon is coming up rapidly. I’m also starting to suspect that I’m not going to adjust to the Zoloft and have the zombification go away. It’s been six weeks, and I’m also only at 50 mg a day. My doctor said that we’d need three or four times that for a therapeutic dose. I don’t know if I can do that.
I ended up taking a longer walk last night than I planned. It was in the 30s, and I found that cold air a help in terms of being awake enough to move. I was sweating and overheated by the time I got home even though I kept my jacket unzipped while I was out.
Cordelia and her friends are probably doing their movie thing here tonight again because the girl who was going to host suddenly can’t. On the plus side, we have other Studio Ghibli movies if they find Grave of the Fireflies completely unwatchable. I’m trying to think of an alternative to pizza for feeding the girls, but all of my ideas would cost more or be a lot more work. I just have to come up with something beyond breadsticks for the vegan girl. She always says she’s going to eat before she comes over and then never does.
I’m trying to decide whether or not I should take food with me to my appointment. The appointment should only be half an hour and is scheduled for 11, but if they’re running late, who knows? I also don’t know if I’ll be doing the blood draw before or after. It depends on when I get there and on how long the wait is at the blood draw station.
I’m seriously considering stopping the Zoloft. The fact that I’m losing hours every day to mental zombification means that running games in the afternoons probably won’t work, and UCon is coming up rapidly. I’m also starting to suspect that I’m not going to adjust to the Zoloft and have the zombification go away. It’s been six weeks, and I’m also only at 50 mg a day. My doctor said that we’d need three or four times that for a therapeutic dose. I don’t know if I can do that.
I ended up taking a longer walk last night than I planned. It was in the 30s, and I found that cold air a help in terms of being awake enough to move. I was sweating and overheated by the time I got home even though I kept my jacket unzipped while I was out.
Cordelia and her friends are probably doing their movie thing here tonight again because the girl who was going to host suddenly can’t. On the plus side, we have other Studio Ghibli movies if they find Grave of the Fireflies completely unwatchable. I’m trying to think of an alternative to pizza for feeding the girls, but all of my ideas would cost more or be a lot more work. I just have to come up with something beyond breadsticks for the vegan girl. She always says she’s going to eat before she comes over and then never does.
I’m trying to decide whether or not I should take food with me to my appointment. The appointment should only be half an hour and is scheduled for 11, but if they’re running late, who knows? I also don’t know if I’ll be doing the blood draw before or after. It depends on when I get there and on how long the wait is at the blood draw station.
