The last year plus has been hard, and I keep trying to take on more than I can manage. Basically, this is stuff I could have managed before and that I really, really want to have back. I'm trying to balance being realistic about what I can do with the possibility that I'm hanging back because I'm scared to try. But I'm not sure that trying and failing is helping me any, either, so I don't know.
And then I go and do things and discover afterward that whatever it was was too much. Yesterday's walk is a good example-- I was fine, mostly, while I was doing it, but I'm having trouble from it today.
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Date: 2016-06-16 06:52 pm (UTC)The last year plus has been hard, and I keep trying to take on more than I can manage. Basically, this is stuff I could have managed before and that I really, really want to have back. I'm trying to balance being realistic about what I can do with the possibility that I'm hanging back because I'm scared to try. But I'm not sure that trying and failing is helping me any, either, so I don't know.
And then I go and do things and discover afterward that whatever it was was too much. Yesterday's walk is a good example-- I was fine, mostly, while I was doing it, but I'm having trouble from it today.