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Jun. 27th, 2018 02:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
the_rckI'm still waiting to hear the biopsy results. I've had a phone call from a nurse who wanted to make sure I wasn't bleeding to death or failing to notice an infection.
I'm trying to find ways to make the time pass without me needing to think. Tonight is our usual game night, and I'm not sure that I want people over if I still don't know. It's almost 2:30 p.m., so there are two and a half hours yet before I know that I won't hear anything today. I think that, the longer it takes, the more likely it is to be bad news. I'm pretty sure that looking at the samples and seeing that they're just fluid would only take seconds.
I've got two stories completed in draft that just need editing and two that are half done but that need a lot of figuring out what should happen and how. One of the latter two will be easier than the other. One of the two that needs editing has beta comments, and the other doesn't. The one that doesn't has things missing. I know that. I just can't see where they aren't because they're solidly there in my head. It's a treat for the 2018 Nonconathon and for a fandom I haven't written before. Finding someone for SPaG is certainly possible, but finding someone for what I actually need is harder. It also, if I have time, may work better with a second chapter. What I have works for a bleak ending, but I have an idea for how to go from there to something more hopeful. It'll take another 5-10K words.
I'm trying to find ways to make the time pass without me needing to think. Tonight is our usual game night, and I'm not sure that I want people over if I still don't know. It's almost 2:30 p.m., so there are two and a half hours yet before I know that I won't hear anything today. I think that, the longer it takes, the more likely it is to be bad news. I'm pretty sure that looking at the samples and seeing that they're just fluid would only take seconds.
I've got two stories completed in draft that just need editing and two that are half done but that need a lot of figuring out what should happen and how. One of the latter two will be easier than the other. One of the two that needs editing has beta comments, and the other doesn't. The one that doesn't has things missing. I know that. I just can't see where they aren't because they're solidly there in my head. It's a treat for the 2018 Nonconathon and for a fandom I haven't written before. Finding someone for SPaG is certainly possible, but finding someone for what I actually need is harder. It also, if I have time, may work better with a second chapter. What I have works for a bleak ending, but I have an idea for how to go from there to something more hopeful. It'll take another 5-10K words.
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Date: 2018-06-27 07:03 pm (UTC)