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Aug. 3rd, 2018 11:36 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
the_rckSomehow, I failed to post yesterday. I kept thinking I should and then getting distracted. I ended up really exhausted mid-afternoon and never quite managed to get myself moving again. I'm feeling really overwhelmed right now. Cordelia and I are feeding each other's anxiety in unfortunate ways.
I think that one of my problems yesterday was that I didn't get my morning PT in, but most of it was feeling as if my to-do list was full of big, impossible things that I couldn't break down into pieces. I had a gynecology appointment that ended with me kind of frustrated because UHS isn't able to make any appointments for after the end of this month because of the semester change. I knew it was likely and had told the doctor that I wasn't going to be able to schedule a 3 month return visit before leaving the clinic, and she thought I was nuts. Chances are that I'll end up at 4 months out because her appointments evaporate in the first five minutes after they open scheduling for the next semester. The receptionist told me that I could probably call to schedule in the second week of September.
Cordelia and I ordered pizza from Cottage Inn for lunch. Mine turned out to be spicy in ways that make my digestive system unhappy. I'm not sure if they added something to the pizza (I specifically asked them not to) or if I just can't have their grilled chicken any more due to them cooking it with spices I can't have. The first is a barrier for ever ordering from them again. The latter just means that they have no meat options on their menu that I can have which, sadly, makes ordering from them a not so great option for when I'm tired. At that point I need more protein than the cheese would provide (the cheese and chicken yesterday didn't add up to enough).
Scott's Sentinels of the Multiverse Oblivaeon set arrived yesterday. He spent something like three hours going through everything and getting it all sorted into the big box that came with it that's meant to hold everything related to the game. The storage box is, once everything's in it, heavy enough that Scott can barely carry it. I told him that, if I run Sentinels at UCon, I'm not using the big box, not even with a dolly.
I woke today with a headache and haven't quite managed to shake it yet, even after food and caffeine and Tylenol. I think part of it is anxiety and part poor sleep. I had anxiety dreams all night that I kept fighting to get out of because the anxiety was me being sure that I was forgetting something important. When I managed to completely wake, I realized that the anxiety was that, in the dream, Cordelia didn't exist. That's something that happens in my dreams sometimes, but it usually doesn't cause me anxiety. I don't know why it did this time.
I think that one of my problems yesterday was that I didn't get my morning PT in, but most of it was feeling as if my to-do list was full of big, impossible things that I couldn't break down into pieces. I had a gynecology appointment that ended with me kind of frustrated because UHS isn't able to make any appointments for after the end of this month because of the semester change. I knew it was likely and had told the doctor that I wasn't going to be able to schedule a 3 month return visit before leaving the clinic, and she thought I was nuts. Chances are that I'll end up at 4 months out because her appointments evaporate in the first five minutes after they open scheduling for the next semester. The receptionist told me that I could probably call to schedule in the second week of September.
Cordelia and I ordered pizza from Cottage Inn for lunch. Mine turned out to be spicy in ways that make my digestive system unhappy. I'm not sure if they added something to the pizza (I specifically asked them not to) or if I just can't have their grilled chicken any more due to them cooking it with spices I can't have. The first is a barrier for ever ordering from them again. The latter just means that they have no meat options on their menu that I can have which, sadly, makes ordering from them a not so great option for when I'm tired. At that point I need more protein than the cheese would provide (the cheese and chicken yesterday didn't add up to enough).
Scott's Sentinels of the Multiverse Oblivaeon set arrived yesterday. He spent something like three hours going through everything and getting it all sorted into the big box that came with it that's meant to hold everything related to the game. The storage box is, once everything's in it, heavy enough that Scott can barely carry it. I told him that, if I run Sentinels at UCon, I'm not using the big box, not even with a dolly.
I woke today with a headache and haven't quite managed to shake it yet, even after food and caffeine and Tylenol. I think part of it is anxiety and part poor sleep. I had anxiety dreams all night that I kept fighting to get out of because the anxiety was me being sure that I was forgetting something important. When I managed to completely wake, I realized that the anxiety was that, in the dream, Cordelia didn't exist. That's something that happens in my dreams sometimes, but it usually doesn't cause me anxiety. I don't know why it did this time.
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