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Dec. 25th, 2015 02:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I ended up making cheese spread after all, but I also ended up staying home. I was itchy and cranky and kind of hostile. I thought that the itchiness gave me an excuse not to risk being nasty to people I love.
Cordelia seems to have belatedly realized that she didn’t get me anything, so she paid Scott for one of the CDs he bought me so that it could be from her instead of from him.
I don’t think— I really, really hope! —that either Scott or Cordelia realized I was unhappy about anything beyond feeling physically not great. It’s been a rotten year for all three of us, and I really don’t want them carrying that. It wouldn’t help anything at all.
Dinner tonight will probably be more mediocre Chinese food. I know that they’re open, starting at 5:00, because I checked their holiday hours yesterday to see if I could order from them then. The other option that I’m pretty sure is available is pizza, maybe not my first choice pizza place but some pizza place around here must be delivering today. And maybe Jimmy John’s is open if I want to go that way. It’s not exciting, but it will work.
My next step is to dig up some lunch. Then I’ll start calling relatives to wish them a merry Christmas. I probably should have called my grandmother earlier. She gets pretty tired as the day goes on, so calling in the morning is better, and it’s almost 2:30.
Cordelia seems to have belatedly realized that she didn’t get me anything, so she paid Scott for one of the CDs he bought me so that it could be from her instead of from him.
I don’t think— I really, really hope! —that either Scott or Cordelia realized I was unhappy about anything beyond feeling physically not great. It’s been a rotten year for all three of us, and I really don’t want them carrying that. It wouldn’t help anything at all.
Dinner tonight will probably be more mediocre Chinese food. I know that they’re open, starting at 5:00, because I checked their holiday hours yesterday to see if I could order from them then. The other option that I’m pretty sure is available is pizza, maybe not my first choice pizza place but some pizza place around here must be delivering today. And maybe Jimmy John’s is open if I want to go that way. It’s not exciting, but it will work.
My next step is to dig up some lunch. Then I’ll start calling relatives to wish them a merry Christmas. I probably should have called my grandmother earlier. She gets pretty tired as the day goes on, so calling in the morning is better, and it’s almost 2:30.