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Sep. 14th, 2016 03:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
the_rckI keep thinking of more places that I might need to change our phone number. I think I will leave the banks and utilities up to Scott. I’m not sure if I need to let Medicare and Social Security know. They might have my cell number which is not changing. I can’t remember.
It feels like the day has flown by without me getting much done. I think that that’s because I have a hard time remembering, after the fact, just how difficult making a phone call was in terms of the lead up, the emotional/psychological work, and it’s hard to make myself take into account that I’m tired after making two sandwiches.
I think that filling out those Social Security forms made me feel dissatisfied and generally useless. My life is very, very small. Most of the time, I’m okay with that and happy with what I have. I just… Sometimes, things come up that remind me of all of the things I can’t do. I can’t be all 'the grapes must be sour’ all the time even if it would leave me happier to think that I just don’t actually want those things.
It feels like the day has flown by without me getting much done. I think that that’s because I have a hard time remembering, after the fact, just how difficult making a phone call was in terms of the lead up, the emotional/psychological work, and it’s hard to make myself take into account that I’m tired after making two sandwiches.
I think that filling out those Social Security forms made me feel dissatisfied and generally useless. My life is very, very small. Most of the time, I’m okay with that and happy with what I have. I just… Sometimes, things come up that remind me of all of the things I can’t do. I can’t be all 'the grapes must be sour’ all the time even if it would leave me happier to think that I just don’t actually want those things.
