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the_rckI decided to make a list of the things that might be stressing me out right at the moment. The thing is that none of these are new. Maybe dealing with the run up to the colonoscopy combined with dealing with Cordelia’s knee kind of activated my anxiety and all of this stuff is keeping it activated? If that’s the case, I have no idea what will help because most of this stuff is not going away. Even the things that have definite dates or otherwise can be dealt with will simply be replaced by other things of the same sort. I mean, I’m sure that we will not cease to have medical appointments at the end of June.
Things with definite dates:
My sister’s surgery: 23rd
Fasting blood draw: 23rd
Puppet show at library (for Cordelia’s Chinese class): 24th
Gastroenterologist: 8th June (Possible esophageal surgery; possible bariatric surgery; don’t want either)
Mammogram: 9th June
Cordelia dentist: 21st June
Orthopedics for Cordelia: 29th June
Specific tasks that can be completed:
Call Grandma
Genetics counseling paperwork— find, finish and return
WIP Big Bang
Weeding crap in the house
RP post (recurring)
Things to do that can’t be done yet:
Cordelia’s high school plans (gather more information in fall)
Scheduling Cordelia’s physical and dermatology appointments (schedule at start of July for late July)
Scott’s shingles shot (still need to find somewhere that will do it and bill the insurance)
Free floating but hopefully resolving in the next month:
Cordelia’s knee needs strengthening (more PT?)
Not being able to eat
Visiting Lawton this summer (scheduling, logistics, Cordelia not wanting to go)
Free floating anxiety issues:
Still don’t know what’s going on with my IUD
Hearing things?
Exercise/weight
Summer heat
Finances
Cancer
Not writing in general
Parents getting older and living a long way away
Things with definite dates:
My sister’s surgery: 23rd
Fasting blood draw: 23rd
Puppet show at library (for Cordelia’s Chinese class): 24th
Gastroenterologist: 8th June (Possible esophageal surgery; possible bariatric surgery; don’t want either)
Mammogram: 9th June
Cordelia dentist: 21st June
Orthopedics for Cordelia: 29th June
Specific tasks that can be completed:
Call Grandma
Genetics counseling paperwork— find, finish and return
WIP Big Bang
Weeding crap in the house
RP post (recurring)
Things to do that can’t be done yet:
Cordelia’s high school plans (gather more information in fall)
Scheduling Cordelia’s physical and dermatology appointments (schedule at start of July for late July)
Scott’s shingles shot (still need to find somewhere that will do it and bill the insurance)
Free floating but hopefully resolving in the next month:
Cordelia’s knee needs strengthening (more PT?)
Not being able to eat
Visiting Lawton this summer (scheduling, logistics, Cordelia not wanting to go)
Free floating anxiety issues:
Still don’t know what’s going on with my IUD
Hearing things?
Exercise/weight
Summer heat
Finances
Cancer
Not writing in general
Parents getting older and living a long way away
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Date: 2016-05-22 12:15 am (UTC)I wish I had a magic bullet for anxiety. I can't help but be subsumed by my own.
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Date: 2016-05-22 01:12 am (UTC)A magic bullet for anxiety would be ever so wonderful.
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Date: 2016-05-21 11:48 pm (UTC)